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Decided to blog differently today.


What happens when you have so many thoughts but yet so incapable of putting them into words? You'll feel lost, insecure, despair, etc. Basically all the negative feelings start to hit on you.

I guess I'm getting a little bit emotionally unstable lately.

I guess getting lazy is part of growing up. Lazy to introduce yourself to others, lazy to make new friends, lazy to tell others about what you've been through and what's on your mind all over again and again. Cause people will eventually leave you in the end, and you'll be alone again. If in that case, I wouldn't want to grow up.

That's pretty normal to me. Haha

It reminds me of the story he wrote. "I don't mind being alone, but I don't want people to think that I'm lonely." I like staying away from the crowd, I can observe better and think rationally. However it really kills when over thinking starts to take over.  

Precisely I'm not depressed. Not even close to that. I just feel that sometimes as a homo sapiens we need to express our feelings from time to time so we won't fall sick. Hehe

People will still judge you for whatever you do, no matter good or bad. I can't control your mind and it doesn't really bother me so I don't mind. But hey, try something call ask and understand. Things may end up getting a little bit different. I can surprise you. 

"I am a universe full of secrets."

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I guess I'm running away again, escaping from reality. I'll gonna come back with a smile on my face, and tell the world how strong I can be. 

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