你还是要幸福

by - Friday, October 19, 2012

计算着为你留下了多少眼泪。才发现你总是让我流泪,而每次在第一时间为我拭泪的却不是你。
已经无力去计算经历了多少日子,因为我不知道什么时候是真什么时候是假。
一切都不重要了,谁与谁。

有时候,有些人不需说再见,就已离开了。有时候,有些事不用开口也明白。有时候,有些路不走也会变长。总望着曾经的空间发呆,那些说好不分开的人不在了,转身,陌路。熟悉的,安静了,安静的,离开了,离开的,陌生了,陌生的,消失了,消失的,陌路了。

不确定就别亲吻,感情很容易毁了一个人。
一个人若不够狠,爱淡了不离不弃多残忍。
你留下来的垃圾,我一天一天总会丢完的。
我甚至真心真意的祝福,永恒在你的身上先发生。

你还是要幸福。
你千万不要再招惹别人哭。

所有错误从我这里落幕,别跟着我。
铭心,刻骨。

你还是要幸福。
我才能确定我还得很清楚。

确定自己再也不会占据,你的篇幅。
明天,开始,这一切都结束。

你如果很幸福,半夜的简讯我就不需回复。
因为你的悲喜已经有了容身之处,我也能有最纯粹的孤独。




当你体验过一次又一次的背叛,
而自己一次又一次的原谅,
但是到头来却是一次比一次更痛心的伤害时,
信任这两个字对你来说有什么意义?
尤其是当你看过无数次的背叛,
甚至是自己最亲的人。

背叛永远存在信任的背后,信任的影子。
结果自我保护膜越来越厚,把自己围的不留缝隙,密不透风。

无论是对自己,还是对身边的人,我学着去相信身边的人。
可是怎么每当我卸下防卫,得到却还是伤害?

人是很复杂的动物,你无法看清他们的真面目。
你无法分辨他们说的话,哪一句是发自真心。

我不恨任何人。一切都是我自找的,是我笨。
相信了错的人,只因相信变成了我某种特殊的天份。

人生就是一场有去无回的单程票,是你的,该来的总会来,该去的会去,残酷的生活里,有的东西你再喜欢再留念也永远不属于你的。

爱情,累了。
最后一次在键盘上敲着你的名字,或许你不并不知道你的名字是我电脑的密码。
过了今天,密码不再是你,我们再也回不到过去。


This is something like our story, but is just ours is just more complicated, because it related to more than 2 person.

"Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together"

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."

Oooh we called it off again last night
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like, ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for it screaming that I'm right
And you, would hide away and find your peace of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh, you called me up again tonight
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Oooh yeah, oooh yeah, oooh yeah
Oh oh oh

I used to think that we were forever ever
And I used to say, "Never say never..."
Uggg, so he calls me up and he's like, "I still love you,"
And I'm like... "I just... I mean this is exhausting, you know, like,
We are never getting back together. Like, ever"

No!

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, ohhh, getting back together,ohhh,
We, ohhh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

思考后,才发现你们都没有错,错的是我的后知后觉。
错的是我太容易相信你们,错的是我真的爱上了你。
错的是我给予你太多的自由和体谅。是善解人意还是傻瓜?
利用我的善良,看着你装无辜的眼神,我很窒息。
回想起那些我安慰你的画面,才发现自己是个十足的大笨蛋。

我不想多说些什么,我不想被人说是一个在背地里说别人坏话的坏人。

伤,太深。但我不需要怜悯,我不需要同情。
I'm not a beggar, who beg for other's to care.

无辜,我吗?不。我早该发觉的。
很痛?是的。心,痛到虚脱,痛到沉默。
成长本就是痛并快乐着的,随着岁月的蹉跎,痛会慢慢的减少,最后只剩下快乐了。


最后,赠送一句:做人,不要太过分。:)
祝,幸福、快乐。

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